So a lot of times, people wish their lives were more like the movies. Everyone wants that romantic, Hollywood love. And I guess. I have finally fallen victim to that same longing. I want my life to be just like what I see on TV…
Mainly this..
This part of the episode had me in such tears. It was so romantic to me. First off. Just the whole scene. The fact that everyone is dressed up as Zombies because that’s the kind of relationship these two have. When He wanted help with his proposal for her he had suggested Ewoks and such. I love the fact that they’re such a real ‘nerdy’ couple. And then foremost… The fact that she proposed to him. I have never in my life been loved in such a way. Nor do I feel that it’s possible for anyone to love me so much. If you’ve watched the show, you really have an understanding of their relationship, even with them being side characters. It’s just astonishing. …
So.. After bawling watching this.. I got to feeling lonely and down about my own life. How I have no one to share it with even though I’m getting more to the age where I really should be on a road to settling down. Well, I decided I’d go to the bar. Just so I could have some company, even if with total strangers. Well, I get to the bar, and oddly enough I run in to a guy whom I haven’t seen in years. I really wouldn’t say he’s ever been a friend, but we went to school together for 13 years, so we know each other fairly well. We’ve talked and such just never been really close. Anyway, he walks outside with me to ask me how life’s been and such. And He get’s around to telling me.. That just recently he was telling a girl about me. Telling her that he though I’d be good for her, that I was a good guy, who was stable and would give her a good life. And.. that just blew my mind. That this guy.. Who I haven’t seen in forever. Would be looking out for me like that. It just kind of.. Yea.. I was just completely astonished. Sometimes, it’s amazing, how just the smallest things in life.. can mean so much, and how sometimes people care and have your back even when you don’t even realize they’re there.
So I guess my advice for the day is. Hang in there. Even when it feels like you’re all alone and no one cares. You might be surprised how many people are actually looking out for you.
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