While this title makes no sense to any of you. It makes so much to me.. I can’t express right now. But.. You now.. I’m just gonna go with it for the time being.
I’m.. well.. happy.. I suppose.. Which… is so weird and out of place and stupid and inappropriate and I’m an idiot and it could all be a mistake and.. well.. obviously it’s not right. But you know how much I care. Not a single damn bit. Not at all. I care less than G.R.R.M. cares who you want to live. That’s .. yea.. Fuck the rest.. I’ve decided I really really don’t care. I’m gonna be happy while I can. If it blows up in my face.. The that’s what it does..
Ya know.. Even at my ripe old age of 27.. I’ve learned that time flies. It really really does. Each day is a smaller portion of your life and so they go by faster and faster.. Make what you can of it while you can. I’m not promoting pulling off a bank heist.. But.. you know.. Do what you need to do. Do what makes you happy. Do what makes you smile.. Go for what makes you giddy. You deserve to giggle and have a big stupid smile on your face. I don’t care who you are or what you’ve done… You deserve that.. And I hope it last.. But even if it’s short lived. At least you’ll have those memories.
I’ll explain more another time. I will. But for now I’m gonna go to bed. Goodnight, and I hope you have sweet dreams. I know I will.
And thanks for reading.<3
adarkspot 